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I Am the Light of the World

That’s what Jesus told us and He meant it on every level.  The Gospel of John begins “What has come into being in Him was life, life that was the light of men;” (Jn 1:4) John is so sublime that we cannot merely read the words, but pause and ask, “What does John mean?”

Many recent scientific discoveries help us ponder this mystery.  The Shroud of Turin has been reverenced for centuries as the burial cloth of Jesus.  Over the years scientists have tried to disprove that it is the face of Christ on the cloth, but the more the cloth is studied, the more information we learn that points to its authenticity.  Those who have studied the Shroud have come to the conclusion that the image could only have been made with an extremely powerful laser, like a burst of intense light coming through the fabric.  This technology did not exist before modern times. 

“I Am the light of the world.”  Creation itself came into being through Him when “God said, ‘Let there be light’” (Gn 1:3).  Even astronomers are coalescing around the Big Bang Theory to explain how the universe was formed; from a single point came light and energy. In the medical research field, scientists have now video recorded a burst of light at the moment of conception. This light is necessary for life to begin.

When Jesus says that He is the light of the world, He reminds us of what happened in Bethlehem.  When it was time for Mary to give birth, She felt an intensifying presence of joy.  At the moment of Jesus’s birth, Mary went into an ecstasy of Joy so profound and intense that only the Immaculata Herself could have survived it.  In a flash of radiant light Messiah was born.  John refers to this light when he says the “light shines in darkness, and darkness could not overpower it” (Jn 1:5) This is the cause of our rejoicing at Christmas.

Each week of Advent the light increases as we light another candle: the candle of hope, the candle of peace, the candle of joy, and today, the fourth candle representing love.  It is at the end of this week that we will meet Love Himself.  We are invited to prepare a manger in our hearts for Him to dwell and so receive the Light of the world.

References:

https://www.newgeology.us/presentation24.html

https://www.lifesitenews.com/pulse/scientists-say-life-begins-at-conception-with-a-flash-of-light/

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Lord, I Want to See

In this week’s daily gospel, Jesus heals two blind men.  Sight is a marvelous gift.  How wonderful are the sunsets, the flowers, the smiles of loved ones, fireworks shows, Christmas lights, and all the rest. We all treasure this gift and even if we have 20/20 vision with our eyes, we still need to pray “Lord, I want to see,” (Mk 10:51) so that we can see with our hearts.  Seeing with the heart is the only way to truly see because God becomes present to us at all times.

In the classic novel Gone with the Wind by Margaret Mitchell, we see the contrast between spiritual blindness and spiritual sight in the two major characters, Scarlett O’Hara and Melanie Hamilton. Scarlett goes from wealth, to poverty, back to extraordinary wealth.  Her determination goes far beyond simply trying to save her family’s home and keep them from starving because she places herself at the center of her universe. Scarlett’s gaze is turned inward toward herself and she fails to see the gifts and opportunities God has given her.  Her reliance not on God, but herself, leads her to fear because she cannot control everything no matter how hard she tries. Her fear turns into all-consuming greed and she actually enjoys thinking that others envy her. She creates a great deal of collateral damage as she spirals downward into the chasm of unending wants and unsatisfied desires, rejecting the love of those around her. She finds herself without friends and completely alone at the end of the novel; even her husband walks out on her. 

By contrast, Melanie Hamilton, who is considered weak by Scarlett’s assessment, has strengths that shine through.  Melanie’s gaze is turned outward toward others.  She sees with her heart and responds to others in need. Melanie never says an unkind word, refraining from even listening to gossip. Even though they have little food at the end of the war, Melanie feeds the hungry soldiers walking many miles home to their families because she believes that others would do the same for her husband who is trying to return to her.  She has compassion for those who are society’s outcasts like Belle Watling, and supports Scarlett without judging her when difficult decisions need to be made.  She looks for the good in everyone and throughout life’s trials, Melanie seems to be at peace.  She is the only character who experiences real joy.  It is Melanie’s generosity of spirit that makes her such an unforgettable character.

The virtue of generosity comes from seeing Our Lord in front of us in every interaction.  We stop what we are doing, put down our cell phones, and take time to be truly present as we listen to others.  We see Jesus in the hungry, in the lonely, in the despairing and are moved to share our resources, time, and talents with them.  When we respond without generosity, this is a sign of our own brokenness that needs to be healed.  We need to take our hearts to the Lord, broken by the carelessness of others, broken by our own bad decisions, hearts full of impatience, pride, doubt, fear, and distrust and allow Jesus to enter in and restore our wholeness.  We pray for those we have wounded through our spiritual blindness, and for those who have wounded us in the state of their own wretchedness.  The gift of spiritual sight leads to a heart that overflows with generosity.  And in practicing generosity we experience the joy and abundant generosity of God toward us.

Give and gifts will be given to you; a good measure, packed together, shaken down, and overflowing, will be poured into your lap. For the measure with which you measure will in return be measured out to you. (Luke 6:38)

The more we give ourselves away, the more we are filled with God by God. It is then that we can live in God’s Kingdom “on earth as it is in heaven.”  Advent marks a new liturgical year, a time for us to start over and begin anew. This Advent season is calling us to spiritual sight so that we can repent and receive the greatest gift God wants to give us at Christmas – Himself.

Thanks to my friend Pam Delgado for this photo.

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Mercy

“Who was the man’s neighbor?” “The one who showed him mercy.” (Lk 10:36-37)

We are all familiar with the story of the Good Samaritan – a man beaten and left for dead is ignored by those who had an obligation to help him but is rescued by a foreigner.  What we tend to miss in this story is Jesus’s command, “Go and do likewise.” (Lk 10:37)  We all want mercy extended to us, but do we extend it to others?  Do we really treat others as our neighbor?

In March 2020 we commonly heard the phrase “we are all in this together.”  Yet we have become more fractured and divided than ever.  People have been saying horrendous things to other people online for quite some time, and now we have graduated to saying these things in person.  We have come to see a masked face as just a computer screen, forgetting there is a person on the other side.  We have come to think that if someone disagrees with us that person does not deserve to be treated with respect.  In denying the humanity of other people we are in danger of losing our own.

How do we reverse this dynamic?  The first step is contemplating why we want to change it. In Les Misérables, one of the greatest Catholic novels of the 19th century and one of the most enduring musicals of the 20th century, Victor Hugo contemplates just that.  Jean Valjean serves 20 years of hard labor for stealing a loaf of bread to feed his starving family.  When he gets out of prison, there is no family left and he cannot find work because his papers (sound familiar?) show that he had committed a crime.  Desperate, he seeks refuge at a church where a kind bishop serves him a meal and gives him shelter for the night.  Jean Valjean is arrested later that night for stealing his silver.  The bishop could choose to let Valjean be arrested, but instead tells the policemen that the silver was indeed a gift to Valjean and then turns to Valjean and says, “But my friend you left so early, surely something slipped your mind.  You forgot I gave these also, would you leave the best behind?” and hands him two silver candlesticks.  Valjean cannot understand why the bishop was so merciful to such an undeserving person and the bishop tells him, “By the witness of the martyrs, by the Passion and the Blood, God has raised you out of darkness, I have bought your soul for God!”

The moment of mercy is the turning point of the entire story.  Valjean recognizes his own forgotten humanity and turns his life around.  Several times he risks his freedom to help another person simply because showing them mercy was the right thing to do.   The mercy that he was shown preserves his freedom, but it is showing mercy to others that transforms his own soul.

We are familiar with the words of Jesus, “Be merciful as your Father is merciful” (Lk 6:36) but as we read the parable of The Good Samaritan, we often forget the scribe’s original question: “Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal Life?” (Lk 10:25)

Works Cited

Boublil, Alain, Schönberg, Claude-Michel, Kretzmer, Herbert. “Les Miserables.” Les Miserables Script.pdf, Alain Boublil Music Ltd., 1985.

Hugo, Victor. Les Miserables. Mint Editions, 2021.

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Finding Jesus

Many parents have experienced the momentary loss of a child in a public place.  The utter terror turns to complete relief when the child is found.  I can only imagine the anxiety that Mary and Joseph felt when they lost Jesus, not for a few minutes, but for three days.

This experience was a foreshadowing of Jesus’s death and three day entombment before His resurrection.  For St. Joseph it was a deeply mystical experience.  From the time they brought Him to the temple when He was eight days old, Joseph and Mary knew very clearly what the scriptures had foretold of the suffering Jesus would endure to redeem the world.  Both St. Joseph and Blessed Mother carried this sorrow in their hearts.  For St. Joseph, though, he was profoundly grieved that he would not be there to comfort his beloved spouse or his Jesus when the time came.  During this time of sorrow and searching, St. Joseph suffered what Mary would experience at the foot of the cross and the tomb.   He not only offered up his suffering to God, but also comforted Mary in Her sorrow during their search.

When they find Him, He says to His Mother, “How is it that you sought Me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house?” (Lk 2:49) Although Mary did not anticipate this answer, She kept it in Her heart.  Through prayer and meditation over time She came to understand the purpose of Her suffering in this way.  Our Blessed Mother understands what it is like to suffer the loss of Jesus and has compassion for sinners who have lost their way.  Sometimes people move so far from the path of light that they grope in the darkness and end up searching in all the wrong places.  So many of Her confused children turn to worldly things to fill that aching void that only God can fill.  Some pursue power, money, prestige, sex, or drugs all in the attempt to fill that void.  Our Mother of Mercy continually prays for these children, always loving them and never giving up on them.  She never judges, only invites everyone to come to Her Son.  Just as She joyously embraced Our Lord when She found Him in the temple, She joyously embraces us when we choose to follow Jesus.  When we pray the Rosary and meditate on the life of Christ, it is Her hand that we hold.  She offers us Her hand today to guide us through these troubling times.  Don’t let go.  She knows the path to Jesus and will lead us to Him.

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